Continuation of Variety Show - So okay haha our backstage passes allowed us to meet and greet some of the artists that were going to perform. :) First, I'm sorry to those i couldn't get Sam Conception's autograph for. He left in a rush, as the COCs said. :) haha But yah. the first of the night has got to be Bloomfields. :) YAY BLOOMFIELDS! :D they were so nice! :D haha we have pictures with them. :) but yah hahaha i thought one of the guys was kinda cute :) haha the leadsinger, i think. yah. haha so yah. Then it was Spongecola. :p got autographs and pictures once again :) haha and 6cyclemind's leadsinger! :D teehee *halfkilig* half lang. :) but yah there were many more "behind the scenes-CAT-stories" and i realized that i'd miss all those blooper momments behind the scenes. DAMN, i'm gonna miss CAT. o_o 4 months. *sigh* Last varie duty... :(

Sunday DLSUcet, or as I call it, LaCet - haha i got there late i think. but then when i got there, met up with CO and a few minutes later got in the venue itself. :) haha it was funny to see like this huge clump of xavierians while we lonely icans were there in the middle of the whole area. :p haha anyways. so i came just in time to get in. *whew* so yah we got in, and THEN we find out that the columns are by 5. I was seat 15 and CO was seat 16. WOW. by what power did that happen? haha :p but oh well. it was like.. every after test we'd look at each other. hahaha :D funny. well break comes and i come out. I see some familiar faces. :p and when we got back in, it was SCIENCE time. O_o holey crappa! haha that's it. i really don't have any words for it. Besides the person beside me was like.. an answering machine with her plastic full of sharpened pencils like.. i think she had 15 pencils with her O_o. well it ended soon enough. CO went to the loo haha while i waited outside. chatted with someone. and we went on our merry way. :) Commuted to...

Sunday ICA Fair - so since i got there at about 1+ already.. we went straight for the BOB :D saw the bands. one of the guys from the la salle band was cute. :) CO, fausty and I agree. :) haha lol. anyways, i feel bad for that band whose power got cut off. o_o but they won, i hear. and that's great. cuz they were great. :D Congratz to bea and alyssa even if they'll never see this hahaha :D but yah. had  to go to duty by 2 though. haha asked Dom to replace me for a while while i go watch bea. :P but didn't get to watch Camille though. though i wanted to. cuz Fausty and CO have been talking about them for a while. because of the LaCet thing. but yah regretted that i couldn't go and watch them :p SOME PEOPLE left me alone in my post for about an hour or more. haha and that lead to some.. person going up to me and telling me i was lonely. haha whatever. we chatted, my post ended. and i proceeded to go explore what remained of fair! :D haha we velcro-ed. :D:D that was fun :D OMG that was hella fun. :D it was good that we did. NAWALA LAHAT NG STRESS. FELT A WHOLE LOT BETTER AFTER. we should recommend that to everyone who's stressed! well yah. that seems to about... sum it up haha lingered in the fair until we got fetched. :D 

I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS HO MADE THIS POSSIBLE :D I FEEL OLD SO THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU :D FOR MAKING MY LAST FAIR MEMORABLE. :D AHAHHAA I LOVE YOU GUYS. PLATSPIRIT, Y, RESISTANCE <3.

Cheerz

~hallu

so it's fair week. :) yay. 

OMG LAST FAIR AS AN ICAN. 

O_O noooo *cries* okay, so as you can see, i'm not as fine as i used to be (but hey i still rhyme) probably because i went variety show duty and velcro jumping. haha wait, let me elaborate. (heyy another rhyme!)

Pre-fair - Kinda sucked cuz my mother scolded me for reasons i deem unworthy. I was suggesting telling her it would be better for them to use their own money since they had allowance. It would be a good time for them to learn some control over spending money. Well, that didn't get me anywhere. She would NOT listen. but fine. it's her money. whatever. She actually told my little sister that she'd give them 500 each. O_O i was like: You don't even give ME 500 when i go out. O_O heck, you're not even giving me money for fair. O_O anyways, whatever. so my dad goes down and says something like: "bakit, dati rin naman binibigyan ka namin eh" and i knew that my dad was joking. we were always like this. so i joke around with him: "weeh hindi kaya hahaha dati bigay niyo lang sakin, ano? 300? (tickets inclusive) haha" then he goes: "300 dati 500 ngayon" and i was like: "HINDI kAYA!! *laughs* pareho lang noh!" and THEN my mother suddenly goes: "BAKIT BA ANG INGAY MO?!?! AKO NAMAN MAGBIBIGAY SAKANILA AH!" oh gods. Im sorry, i just couldn't help murmuring to myself. it was so aggravating. [to CO: i know that you're big on manners and all..and elderly respect..i'm sorry CO, me and my mother just don't jive most of the time.] gods. it's like. first of all, you did give me money, not as much as you promised to give them! and at that time, i didn't have allowance. Heck i only got allowance in third year. and even before that i didn't ask for much money. i was always too ashamed to ask for any money. not like my shobe finds anything wrong with wasting other people's money. AND! it's not like i was even ALLOWED to go to the frickin fair when i was in grade 2! *fumes and cries in the car* blargh.

Saturday Fair - I didn't really get to do much cuz i was babysitting my little brother and sister while they went off playing games or whatever. My little sister actually finished the 300 given to her (tickets exclusive) in 30 minutes. my brother on the other hand had like a lot left over. and since he was the good brother that he is that fair day, he gave i think about 3 games to my sister. anyways, i bought them food and drinks mostly to pass the time. then it rained really hard. haha im not gonna elaborate on some stuff that pissed me off. haha it's so stupid kasi eh. not worth it. anyways. haha i called up my parents to ask where they were. i told them that my sister already finished her part of the money. and they were already tired. My mom actually got mad because i didn't budget them. WTF?! now it's my fault that they couldn't teach their daughter proper budgeting? it's not like i could tell her no. o_o and believe me, i tried. a lot. anyways. yah. my mom got mad at me for not budgeting. *sigh* 

Variety Show - Right off the bat i knew it was not gonna be pretty. haha they knew where the entrance was despite the whole "secret" thing so it was like.. damn. oh well it was nice while it lasted. Though we were tasked to tell them to disperse. haha they did. in a sense. at least they weren't mobbing/lining up haha. we actually posted people on the other side just to look like an "entrance". Some fell for it, but it didn't hold up very long. haha the ropes were a dead give away. anyways, haha i actually got to scream my frustrations out when we FINALLY told them to line up. :p haha it was so funnn XD i had my rifle in hand.. i shouted my lungs out, im surprised i still have voice now. haha but yah. some people told me i looked so scary haha well i say good. cuz that was my goal. to look scary. haha scary enough to scare off people who were inserting themselves into the line, thank you very much :) haha yay :D anyways so yah i did get to scream out my frustrations. yay me. :) haha though my Charlie babies kinda gave me away in the middle part. :) but it all went well. the VSC achieved their "minimal to no waiting time" goal and we achieved our peaceful line goal :) yay :) bu yah the way in was peaceful too. no melodramatic idiots haha :) yay :D anyways. INSIDE> i actually feel a bit better that i didn't get chosen to sing with HnH, haha. :) i was much more needed in CAT. :) and that was where i was at. :) yay ;D besides all the backstage passes didn't hurt, though i woiuld have gotten that with performing.. i think CAT access is better ;) whatever.. haha 

i'm sleepy. i'll blog harder tomorrow. :)

Cheerz,
~hallu

I'm going nowhere fast.

That seems to sum it up. Following the broken dream, is the aftermath of that broken dream. I'm not sure what's happening, really. I have decided to accept the fact that I'm not good enough. But it's not the accepting that's the problem, it's that... no matter what, it isn't nice being reminded of your shattered dreams. So the dream is to sing. And the constant reminder? My next door neighbor happens to be the band's DRUMMER. The beat coming at you as you try to rest isn't exactly.. peaceful. It reminds you of what you could be doing or what could have happened. But yah. *sigh* it's not that nice. Though I must admit she plays well, it's just.. just not nice.